drowing in a pool of overcomitment
i think i may be overcomitted. 29 hours a week between 2 jobs plus (supposedly) 20 h0urs a week of uni work is something i just can't see as maintainable. perhaps i have what it takes (or might be able to stretch to it with a whole bundle of prayer and support and all the rest) and simply underestimate myself/god/friends/family. or perhaps i really am just that foolish.
a lot of transport between jobs and significant petrol price increases don't add sunshine and daisies to the whole experience.
in the meantime life goes on. painting and writing have vanished into obscurity (or, in other words, the upstairs room i intended for such use but now is storage/spare bedroom) and reading for leisure has been squeezed into toilet breaks and the time between when i arrive at schools for te ropu and when the school bell rings.
the church hunt has slowed as navs camp last weekend. awesome time with bunch of nuts. cave stream, always fun, and plenty of boardgames, a little painting and loads of food. all good things. ilam are all at church camp this weekend so might venture to st christophers or avonhead (never been to their morning service). or sleep in and day of study. no! that's what saturday is for. and david's 'surprise-sort of' birthday party. teehee.
navs is going very well and group seems to be jelling fast despite remarkable variety of ppl. glad leadership isn't very timeconsuming because i want to stay involved but really couldn't commit more than i am now.
should really go to bed but realised this gets neglected when my computer is internet-detached. and ian hooked it up to update my virus protection (cough-downloadmp3sforhisipod-cough) so i thought i'd take the chance.
just got home from flat warming. spent most of evening with same person. but as was tired when arrived, laziness and comfort met on the road and it was just easier to talk to soemone i'm comfortable with. perhaps i shoudnt analyze my motives here for all to reed... speelling is deterioratign. should really stp.
a lot of transport between jobs and significant petrol price increases don't add sunshine and daisies to the whole experience.
in the meantime life goes on. painting and writing have vanished into obscurity (or, in other words, the upstairs room i intended for such use but now is storage/spare bedroom) and reading for leisure has been squeezed into toilet breaks and the time between when i arrive at schools for te ropu and when the school bell rings.
the church hunt has slowed as navs camp last weekend. awesome time with bunch of nuts. cave stream, always fun, and plenty of boardgames, a little painting and loads of food. all good things. ilam are all at church camp this weekend so might venture to st christophers or avonhead (never been to their morning service). or sleep in and day of study. no! that's what saturday is for. and david's 'surprise-sort of' birthday party. teehee.
navs is going very well and group seems to be jelling fast despite remarkable variety of ppl. glad leadership isn't very timeconsuming because i want to stay involved but really couldn't commit more than i am now.
should really go to bed but realised this gets neglected when my computer is internet-detached. and ian hooked it up to update my virus protection (cough-downloadmp3sforhisipod-cough) so i thought i'd take the chance.
just got home from flat warming. spent most of evening with same person. but as was tired when arrived, laziness and comfort met on the road and it was just easier to talk to soemone i'm comfortable with. perhaps i shoudnt analyze my motives here for all to reed... speelling is deterioratign. should really stp.
posted by Amy at 4:50 am
1 Comments:
lol :) I was feeling a little the same way. What a coincidence... ;)
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